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2002.12.31 16.56
lean on me
so i found an old suitcase that must have been from my trip to california and it was full of skating magazines.
i remember when thrasher was my porn.
i could do something but i can't. why? because my moms rules for new years:
i have to drive you and pick you up.
Mood:  bored
Music: pennywise
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2002.12.31 13.27
i have a new livjournal losers.
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2002.12.30 22.00
the one that got away
i've gone for 4 walks today. 6 am, 2 pm, 6pm, and now. and i'll keep going. i love it outside tonight. the stars are just barely covered by clouds. it's beautiful. i go out to smoke sometimes. that's later though. 12ish. i wish someone lived near me and would walk with me. my canine isn't the best company. i stopped watching tv. now i'm just laying in my bed listening to music. i put on makeup. thats when i do when i'm unhappy. lots of makeup. and i changed 20 times at least. it's too cold to shower or i'd be in a skirt. and i'm so sick. i don't know why. my mother won't go get me percocet (high oxycodene and tylenol) at least that way i wouldn't have to thik. but i'd have to go with her. i don't feel up to seeing actual people today. not a lot. i tried to dye some of my hair. now my roots are strawberry blonde. i keep telling myself, i'll clean my room, i'll get my journal ready for AP art next year, i'll study art history for fun. but i just sit home and watch movies. there are so many people i don't want to see. and a few i do. i want to go to rocky's to see if pink hair is there. just for fun you know. but... oh well. i'll continue my vegging out. i haven't eaten a thing. no prob. and i know i'm beginning to turn into your average teenager and annoying the shit out of my friends. saying oh i'm fat i'm ugly blah blah blah. i just want someone to tell me the truth. for once. because so many people lie. and i'm one of them.
Music: simon and garfunkel
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2002.12.30 18.35
fotomodele
today i was cramping so badly that i stayed in to watch movies. saying how i woke at 1 i didn't fit many in. i watched goldmember which was beyond dissapointing, then i watched almost famous for the nth time following by fille sur le pont (girl onthe bridge). so it's been a good day. i took the dog for a walk hoping to meet someone that i had an interest in having a conversation with or some boy that perhaps moved by and was beautiful and soft. but no luck. i have none. perhaps a bridge is in store for me. if you have something fun to do tonight contact me and perhaps i'll feel up to it. noone knows.
Music: oldies.
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2002.12.30 01.06
swing swing
LATER TONIGHT:
- went to rocky's to look for cute eligible boys- (no luck)
- watched rooney and all american rejects on mtv 2 (ah.) and FUCKING HELL WHAT PRETTY FUCKING BANDS-
- lost my security blanket lighter-
- got married to andrew-
- watched american beauty and wanted to cry-
- go depressed-
LATER ON:
- watch a whole bunch of movies-
TOMMOROW:
- i'm going to excersize-
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Music: popunk in my head. kill me now.
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2002.12.28 23.40
i want to be a REAL boy
so tonight was jenn kahn and hot sexxx.
we saw pinnochio which not only was dubbed but was dubbed with celebrity voices which drove us CRAZY! it took me till the credits to find that leonardo was fucking topher grace a.k.a Eric Forman. We then went to maid in manhatten which made me want to throw up within the first few minutes. we hit up the sushi restaurant which was alright and than eventually stardust which i hate and someone has been using MY FUCKING NUMBER to check out french films. WHAT THE FUCK. anyhow. i'm in a great mood though i spent a whole load of cash. and tomorrow i have to work at the fucking library which i need to quit like nothing else. and perhaps social with the boys.
and jenn went around STARDUST saying fellini uinstead of banigne!
Music: pretty girls make graves
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2002.12.28 14.48
are you lonesome tonight?
so i have no plans tonight! well... at least i rented movies.
jkdgfjgsfajsgkjgsajg!
and i'm never getting out of this skirt.
calvin and hobbes here i come!
Music: buzzcocks
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2002.12.28 12.59
simone and lauren washed their dye out at rocky's replay. how many people can say that? high fives for beautiful pink haired boys!
Music: le tigre
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2002.12.27 10.37
erase me
i had to wake up for a job that i'm not even sure starts at the time i think it does. perhaps to be approached by a stupid kid. hopefully they will fire me. one can only hope. since i haven't been to work in a while... or when i say i will...
BLAH BLAH BLAH.
tonight is lauren mcdonough and shiki(?) which means HOT LESBIAN SEX!
tommorow night one can only hope to be bowling with those fine boys. HOT BOWLING ACTION!
x to the o-x-o
Mood: narcotics
Music: everytime i die.
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2002.12.26 23.36
today i threw a pencil.
and shit, that was funny.
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2002.12.26 22.26
fuckfuckfuckfuck.... FUCK!
---Body---
1. What do you most like about your body?: the exterior of my hand
2. And least?: my ankle.
3. How many fillings do you have?: none
4. Do you think you're good looking?: absolutly noy
5. Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking?: in a i-feel-sorry-for-you way
6. Do you look like any celebrities?: the girl from pretty in pink is NOT hot.
---Fashion---
1. Do you wear a watch?: yes
2. How many coats and jackets do you own?: many
3. Favorite pants/skirt color?: black like my soul
4. Most expensive item of clothing?: something stolen probably
5. What kind of shoes do you wear?: ones that cover my feet
6. Describe your style in one word: yuck.
---Your Friends---
1. Do your friends 'know' you?: not really
2. What do they tend to be like?: "secretive" and mentally ill
3. Are there traits in you that are universally liked?:perhaps. tellme.
4. How many people do you tell everything to?: lots.
---Music/TV/Film/Books---
1. Favorite band ever?: there's a lot.
2. Most listened to bands: oasis, le tigre, ladytron, ... shit.
3. Do you find any musicians good-looking?: the guy that fronts les savy fav
4. Can you play an instrument?: no
5. Type of music most listened to?: crap
6. Type never listened to?: jazz.
7. Favorite book?: the virgin suicides
---Underwear---
1. Ladies, do you like to wear thongs?: no.
4. What is the nicest color for underwear?: black
5. Do you find it uncomfortable without a bra?: if running, yes
6. Do you make it a habit of showing people your underwear?: hi danielle.
---Religion ---
1. Do you detest religion? in a way
2. How do you think this universe was formed?: it blew up
3. If you currently follow a religion, do you think people who belong to another religion are ignorant?: god yes.
4. If you were in a hostage situation, and you were given a choice, to either praise the demon they follow or die, what would you choose?: sacrifice the virgins.
---Homosexuality---
1. What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands? i picture them having sex which in most cases can be life-threatening
2. Do you detest homosexuality?: no
3. Do you agree or disagree with gay or lesbian couples bringing up children?: they'll fuck that kid up so why not?
---General Questions---
1. Whom do you believe is the smartest man alive at the moment?: there are many
2. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day?: rainy
3. Do you consider yourself lucky?: no
4. Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide?: no. they had their reasons
5. Choose one word to describe how you feel most often: broken up.
---Clothing/Hair---
1. Do you own any plaid clothing?: goodness no.
2. Do you own Converse shoes?: yes
3. Do you own Saucony shoes?: no
4. Do you own old school Nikes?:no
5. Do you wear tight pants?: they aren't tight enough
6. Is there more than one zipper in your pants?: what!
7. Do you know what a squatter flap is?: hahhaha yes
8. Do you own a messenger bag?: yea
9. Do you wear your messenger bag across your chest?: yea
10. Do you own braces?: braces own you
11. Are braces worn anywhere besides the mouth?: sure
12. Do you have short, shaggy hair?: yes
13. Does your hairstyle exceed a height of 3 inches?: it cAn
14. Would you classify your hair as a deadly weapon?: no. now andy's...
15. Do you think mohawks are "neat"?: faux-hawks
16. Is your hair black or red?: black. like my soul.
17. Do you have a favorite brand of hair dye?: herbal essence smells nice.
18. Do you own a bandana?: yeah. i always lose them
19. Do you wear plugs in your ears?: i dont even have them pierced
20. Are you amused by safety pins?: sure. pains me.
21. Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute?: i've used it as a headband...
22. Do you own one or more objects with studs or spikes in them?: no i gave that to lauren cole last year
23. Do you own one or more articles of clothing from Dogpile, Lip Service, or Tiger of London?: i sure hope i'm past that.
24. Do you enjoy leopard print?: spandex.
---Habits/Beliefs---
25. Are you disgruntled (having a general hate for everything)?: yep
26. Are you an anarchist?: yes
27. Does the American flag anger you?: yes
28. Are you "working class"?: yes
29. Do you dislike "preps"?: yea. isn't that so hot topic of me?
30. Do you dislike Hot Topic?: it's the devil's haven.
31. Do you smoke cigarettes?: yes.
33. Are you a thin waif?: i wish.
34. Are you vegan/vegetarian?: HELL YES! AND STRAIGHT EDGE! XXXXXXXX
35. Do you think meat is murder?: yes. but i eat it.
36. Do your nighttime activites usually involve drunken underage vomiting?: on a good day
37. Have you ever slept in an alley or park?: yes. in a tree. and eaten from a dumpster. i'm RHEA!
38. Do you wash your hair less than once a week?: sometimes
39. Have you ever gone a week without a shower?: yes
40. Have you ever been avoided due to your odor?: probably
41. Do you know who Jack Kerouac is?: of course!
42. Do you like Mr. Kerouac?: yes. i like tristessa better than on the road contrary to everyone else (look at me! psuedo-intellectual!)
43. Should Mumia Abu-jamal be freed from prison?: who the hell is that.
44. Are you a member of the Makeout Club?: and deny it!
45. Do you say "rad"?: sometimes
46. Do you say "rockin'"?: sometimes
47. Do you say punk "rawk"?: and bawston cahndoms.
48. Do you shout the word "oi"?: only when i listen to the ramones
49. Do you say "punk's not dead"?: no
50. Do you say "punk is dead"?: yes
---Music---
51. Do you like bands with "."? ...and you will know us by the trail of dead.
52. Do you like bands with "theory" in their name?: no. i'm not emo. HAHAHAHAHAHA...
53. Do you like bands with "the"?: yes
54. Do you ever precede your own name with "the" at the beginning?: the sara
55. Do you like bands with the F word in their name or album title?: is there one. if so FUCK YEAH!
56. Do you think "Christian punk" is an oxymoron?: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
57. Are Blink 182 fans "posers"?: i'm a recovering blink 182 fan
58. Do you have frequent debates over what exactly constitutes a sellout?: FUCKING WEEZER!
59. Have you ever brought the headlining band food?: hahaha. if my clit is considered...
60. Do you have show flyers affixed to your walls?: no.
Music: elvis
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2002.12.25 15.59
you know what kills me? he was jewish
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2002.12.22 17.45
You will live in House.
You will drive a white jetta.
You will marry boy who cries in the rain and have 1 kids.
You will be a sexphone operator in ny
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2002.12.22 00.43
people make me laugh
m1: not all of it, i don't remember if you are or aren't, but have you like played with yourself in say the last week
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2002.12.20 21.00
my fun for the day
Well, Death Metal kid you are the shit man. stay metal.
Which Metal Genre Are You?
this quiz was made by Rat and Robbie Fuct
[ x ] Wallet - doesn't fit in my pocket,
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily - my free time magazine watch
[ x ] Coffee cup - what?
[ x ] CD in stereo right now - rushmore sdtrck
[ x ] What you are wearing now - dirty dirty gap jeans, grey gap shirt, and brown sweater
[ x ] Hair - short, big, and black
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)...
[ x ] In my mouth - the taste of seafood forced into me
[ x ] In my head - the latest boy/ an 80's music video
[ x ] Wishing - that i have something to do tomorrow and that my grandma leaves
[ x ] After this - back to my grandmother in my room watching amelie
[ x ] Talking to - myself as always
[ x ] Eating - n/a
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - ashley
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies - bonnie and clyde, dangerous lives of altar boys, royal tennenbaums, pi, amelie, and the virgin suicides (i so copy emo-ly)
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - a boy?
[ x ] The last thing you ate - gross overpriced seafood
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - snakes and alligators
[ x ] Do you like candles - not often
[ x ] Do you like hot wax - of course! especially bikini waxes..
[ x ] Do you like incense - i have a passion for fire.
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - yes and i sacrifice virgins and listen to death metal!
[ x ] Do you believe in love - i don't believe in absolute requited love except for a few cases which i haven't come across
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - yes. do i believe everyone finds them? no.
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - lust yes. like yes. love no.
[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness - of course
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - i like lauren's haunted house and my body connected to wires and i jump out and scare you idea.
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - 4 days. i'm an insomniac.
[ x ] Ever been to Belgium - only in my wet dreams
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - i guess. i'm not good at it though.
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - the penny
[ x ] What are some of your favorite candy - orbit and lemon drops
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - that life isn't going to stay horrible
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - death.
[ x ] Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time - a lot of people. most of which i've had relations with. david or tyson. mostly because it's the longest time since i've seen them. and i want the chance to beat him up.
[ x ] What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow - sex. or an all day sleepfest. where i can dream about shannyn sossamon, angelina jolie, and selma blair. oh and of course the art boy from ghost world.
Mood: ANNOYED
Music: nine inch nails (or oh yoko)
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2002.12.19 19.16
what i smell like:
dangercar
ashley
marlboro lights
american spirit
andy
lauren
bob mackie gross perfume
weed
suzette
and christmas cards lit on fire
Music: trail. of. dead.
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2002.12.17 23.21
the tick tock of my watch is playing loudly in my ears.
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2002.12.13 23.59
-bands-
.trail of dead.
.white stripes.
.air.
.elvis.
.coldplay.
.anything of substance.
-movies-
.dangerous lives of altar boys.
.bonnie and clyde.
.memento.
.fight club.
.pi.
.royal tennenbaums.
.amelie.
-poets-
.e.e. cummings.
.emily dickinson.
.sara teasdale.
.anne bradstreet.
-writers-
.jack kerouac.
.eugenides.
.thoreau.
.emerson.
-artists-
.warhol.
.picasso.
.klindt.
Mood: bored
Music: air- virgin suicides sdtk
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2002.12.11 15.33
it's taken me years to decide what my all time favorite movie is. i just haven't come across one that beats em all. until now. it's a film made in the early 60's with the handsome as hell Warren Beatty and the beautiful Faye Dunnaway. It's about the gangster duo Bonnie and Clyde. Best movie I've ever seen. Now my number one.
The End
Mood: Happy and Sad
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2002.12.11 00.27
and her throaht sore with screaming, she fell to the ground sobbing.
i'm beginning to think i'm an egoist because i only listen when it's about me. i had to write an essay on why i think people don't listen to me. and why i make stupid comments and bad jokes. i don't know how you people can stand me. i should be forced to sit alone...
i wish i knew where my oxycodene went...
which florida hXc band are you?
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oh. and ashley.... you better be ok else i'll beat you up.
Mood:  sick
Music: joan jett
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